i missed you fellow bloggers! i went to restart my comp about 2 weeks ago & the screen to put the password in wouldn't come up! it's still down, but i am on ryan's laptop :) then we lost our internet. that sucked. haha. i will try to recap the past 19 days...well not everyday...
jason was finally taken off the waiting list for school! he started pre-k. he goes for a few hours in the morning. he absolutely loves it. he even got to sing a christmas song on stage! for only being there 3 days he rocked! he yelled yay! at the end. the audience loved it. i was so proud of my little man. i had tears!! he even made me a christmas present. it was a frame made out of popsicle sticks with a pic of santa & him. adorable. i am so happy he loves school!
that boy has come up a few times over the past 2 weeks. he came up wed & spent the night. mel invited us over for a oh so delicious meal, lasaqne. it rocked. we smoked hooka, played games, & drank lots of wine. came home & crashed. he went home thurs night & i went to work. yay.
huge storm hit fri-sun. i was scheduled to work that fri night. i was told we were going to close early...but they didn't. i called in. i walk to work, fuck that shit. they were mad, but ended up closing at 8. oh well. that boy came up again to spend the weekend with me. it was nice. we shoveled. haha. ryan had the brilliant idea to go sledding down our hill. that was a bust. worked the next night. it was dead. kim was the closing mgr, so it was all good. did some christmas shopping with mel & that boy. got the vmotion! haha, that was a mission. we went to toysrus for that. sign said $70, but paid $60. i wanted to get it at walmart seeing how it was only $50. ryan told me she didn't see it there, so i just grabbed it at toysus. went to kmart after that then to wal mart. where we found the vmotion for $50!! it was in a random aisle in a big display case. mel bought it & then later returned the other one to toysrus. worked out well! snowed even more the next day. walked to white hen with that boy. haha, that was an interesting walk in all that snow. drank some beers thanks to matt matt. that boy went home the next day & i went to work. joy. thank god the holidays are over. only thing that sucks is how bad my hours drop. argh.
gee came over christmas eve & dressed up as santa to give the kids there christmas eve jammies. it was awesome! christmas was nice. even with some assholes buying jason the vmotion AND the kung fu panda game knowing this is what i planned on getting him. i have been talking about it for 2 months. they gave it to him on christmas eve when they saw him. when jason's father brought him back to me & i told me i was ready to start throwing pans...fuck dishes. i was rip shit. they took away something i wanted so bad. next year fuck the christmas eve shit. jason can see his dad christmas night or the day after. i am not going through this again. i was absolutely heart broken. when jason opened the one from me, he was still happy. he def would have been more thrilled if he didn't open the same thing the night before. assholes. however, he was super excited over the drum set, bowling pin set, & geotrax airplane. it was a relaxing christmas. very much enjoyable. gee, kim, & mel came over in the afternoon. baby jim came by later on in the day. had a delicious meal!! we run around like crazy ppl on thanksgiving, so this was a very nice change of pace.
worked the day after christmas. i have a week off. i have been doing nada. lol. went out for indian food last night with mel, jason, & her brother. it was, uh, interesting food. very spicey. it was good to get out that. i had a rough day for some reason. my father has been driving me nuts. bitching about everything & anything. stress. miss jennie la came over for a few hours today! that was cool. talked & chilled. i love having that girl back in my life!! i missed her!!
Monday, December 29, 2008
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
these mem'ries lose their meaning...
there are places I remember all my life,
though some have changed
some forever, not for better
some forever, not for better
some have gone and some remain.
all these places have their moments of lovers and friends i still can recall
all these places have their moments of lovers and friends i still can recall
some are dead and some are living
in my life i loved them all.
there is no one compares with you
and these mem'ries lose their meaning
and i know i'll never lose affection
for people and things that went before
i know i'll often stop and think about them.
in my life i loved you more.
and i know i'll never lose affection
for people and things that went before
i know i'll often stop and think about them.
in my life i loved you more
in my life I loved you more.
stealing ideas from kolleen & jenn...
people i love.
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
too many lie committed, too many games...
haha. all i have to say.
mel picked me up from work last night. she had a lot to talk about. well, it seems judge joe brown refused to take her case. he doesn't like the whole assault & battery part of the case. obvs. who would? anyway, i guess he said what he would have had to rule would make him look like the bad guy. we are assuming he would have had to rule in mike's favor seeing how mel destroyed his property...but he doesn't like the reason why the phone was broken. he would have looked like a bad guy going against us when i was beat up. BUT...they said judge judy would take the case. mel talked to them afterwards & they offered the same thing the other show offered. as long as everything works out we will be going the end of january. i hope it works out this time. i will not get my hopes up tho. i don't want to get all excited for nothing again! this is insanity. lol.
after this convo we smoked some hooka & talked girl talk. lol. we got into relationships & first loves. we trashed talk a little & talked sweet a little. mel left around midnight or so. around 130 i got a text from that boy. this is what it said "you could never imagine how sorry i am. you are right, i do suck at life. i hate my life. i hope you are ok. you deserve so much better." i know i deserver so much better. you betrayed me on my birthday. who does that? i know a guy who sucks at life? just a thought. i replied back with "you could have called me to tell me that you made other plans or heres an idea you could have told me the truth about choosing her friendship over me!" haha, i was so proud of myself. he replied & said "i didnt make other plans and i did not choose her over you. but i did let you down, for that i am sorry. i'm a wreck & i don't want you to waster your time. kill me please." kill me please? wtf? why would you say something like that? not cool. i would not want you dead. that pissed me off more than anything. my final reply was "i was betrayed on my birthday. do you know how that feels? i was fine being friends. why did you do that to me? you did make other plans. you went to the movies with her!" after he got this text he called me. he said he didn't go to the movies with her. i was like um, you have a comment on your page about going to her house at 1pm to see fred claus. ok, i live in a bubble & i didn't know this movie was out on dvd. lol. anyway...he told me after we hung up on fri his school called saying he had to be in the office on sat by a certain time. he went down there in the morning & forgot his phone at his mothers. i just don't get this...he was planning on going to his school sat morning, but he did not have plans with her & left his phone at his mothers. when did he talk to her about going to watch a movie? he obvs knew he was going to her house after the school if he did not have his phone. which means he talked to her on FRI about watching a movie...which mean he did have plans. meaning he could have called me to tell me he made other plans. i really don't understand that part. also, he tried telling me they watched the strangers. HAHAHAHA. another lie. she left him a comment on dec. 3rd about them watching the strangers. i confronted him on that one. he was like what? all the days have been blending in, i am so depressed. i was like ya, whatever. he was like oh, wait, we watched forgetting sarah marshall. i was like dude, i honestly don't give a fuck what you watched. you really are just pouring out lie after lie after lie. none of it made sense, so i gave up on trying to figure it out. lol. after all this he was like i felt like i was brushed aside after we decided to make plans because i really wanted to see twilight then you told me you were going with ryan & mel. i was like thats because we went to see it up here & had haileigh with us! you also have no money! man. haha, i know how to pick em, yes? he apologized for ruining my birthday. i was like actually, i had an AMAZING birthday. told him all about it & made sure to mention that kid i met at fireside whose number i got. hahaha. i rock. he started getting mopey & all that. which we know i can never handle. i am too upbeat. we hung up after 40 min or so. it bugs me because he's all about honesty...he lies & lies. i catch him all the time. dude, i am NOT the same girl i was at 14. i have been through a lot & no i am not an idiot. try again.
i am getting dark knight today on dvd from netflix :) i lucked out big time! i sent back my movie on fri & they received it yesterday. they sent out dark knight yesterday...now i get it right away! if they would have recieved my movie today i would have had to wait weeks or just buy it. i could not see this movie in the theater. all summer i had everyone begging me. i love heath ledger & i was honestly devastated when he died. i think he is just amazing. i am looking forward to seeing it tho. mel is coming over after work to watch it with me. i will try not to cry. lol!
mel picked me up from work last night. she had a lot to talk about. well, it seems judge joe brown refused to take her case. he doesn't like the whole assault & battery part of the case. obvs. who would? anyway, i guess he said what he would have had to rule would make him look like the bad guy. we are assuming he would have had to rule in mike's favor seeing how mel destroyed his property...but he doesn't like the reason why the phone was broken. he would have looked like a bad guy going against us when i was beat up. BUT...they said judge judy would take the case. mel talked to them afterwards & they offered the same thing the other show offered. as long as everything works out we will be going the end of january. i hope it works out this time. i will not get my hopes up tho. i don't want to get all excited for nothing again! this is insanity. lol.
after this convo we smoked some hooka & talked girl talk. lol. we got into relationships & first loves. we trashed talk a little & talked sweet a little. mel left around midnight or so. around 130 i got a text from that boy. this is what it said "you could never imagine how sorry i am. you are right, i do suck at life. i hate my life. i hope you are ok. you deserve so much better." i know i deserver so much better. you betrayed me on my birthday. who does that? i know a guy who sucks at life? just a thought. i replied back with "you could have called me to tell me that you made other plans or heres an idea you could have told me the truth about choosing her friendship over me!" haha, i was so proud of myself. he replied & said "i didnt make other plans and i did not choose her over you. but i did let you down, for that i am sorry. i'm a wreck & i don't want you to waster your time. kill me please." kill me please? wtf? why would you say something like that? not cool. i would not want you dead. that pissed me off more than anything. my final reply was "i was betrayed on my birthday. do you know how that feels? i was fine being friends. why did you do that to me? you did make other plans. you went to the movies with her!" after he got this text he called me. he said he didn't go to the movies with her. i was like um, you have a comment on your page about going to her house at 1pm to see fred claus. ok, i live in a bubble & i didn't know this movie was out on dvd. lol. anyway...he told me after we hung up on fri his school called saying he had to be in the office on sat by a certain time. he went down there in the morning & forgot his phone at his mothers. i just don't get this...he was planning on going to his school sat morning, but he did not have plans with her & left his phone at his mothers. when did he talk to her about going to watch a movie? he obvs knew he was going to her house after the school if he did not have his phone. which means he talked to her on FRI about watching a movie...which mean he did have plans. meaning he could have called me to tell me he made other plans. i really don't understand that part. also, he tried telling me they watched the strangers. HAHAHAHA. another lie. she left him a comment on dec. 3rd about them watching the strangers. i confronted him on that one. he was like what? all the days have been blending in, i am so depressed. i was like ya, whatever. he was like oh, wait, we watched forgetting sarah marshall. i was like dude, i honestly don't give a fuck what you watched. you really are just pouring out lie after lie after lie. none of it made sense, so i gave up on trying to figure it out. lol. after all this he was like i felt like i was brushed aside after we decided to make plans because i really wanted to see twilight then you told me you were going with ryan & mel. i was like thats because we went to see it up here & had haileigh with us! you also have no money! man. haha, i know how to pick em, yes? he apologized for ruining my birthday. i was like actually, i had an AMAZING birthday. told him all about it & made sure to mention that kid i met at fireside whose number i got. hahaha. i rock. he started getting mopey & all that. which we know i can never handle. i am too upbeat. we hung up after 40 min or so. it bugs me because he's all about honesty...he lies & lies. i catch him all the time. dude, i am NOT the same girl i was at 14. i have been through a lot & no i am not an idiot. try again.
i am getting dark knight today on dvd from netflix :) i lucked out big time! i sent back my movie on fri & they received it yesterday. they sent out dark knight yesterday...now i get it right away! if they would have recieved my movie today i would have had to wait weeks or just buy it. i could not see this movie in the theater. all summer i had everyone begging me. i love heath ledger & i was honestly devastated when he died. i think he is just amazing. i am looking forward to seeing it tho. mel is coming over after work to watch it with me. i will try not to cry. lol!
Sunday, December 7, 2008
they say it's your birthday...
my birthday absolutely rocked. thanks to mel, ryan, jason, hai, cheryl, carrie, kassi, jenn, miza, & karlie. you guys are amazing & thank you sooo much for spending my birthday with me!!
recap of my birthday weekend...friday night i got out of work at 10. went to the fireside with mel. we had a BLAST. it was so packed & made some new friends (very skeptical at first due to our incident at the gateway). mel bought one round & then the rest of the drinks were on our "uncle" shawns tab. haha. we met him at the bar when we bought our first round. after that all the drinks were either giving to me for free cause i had to share with the whole bar that it was my birthday or thrown on shawns tab. haha. i had so many random ppl coming up to me wishing me a happy birthday. i met this kid, andy, and he bought me a drink. the bartender, mikey, gave me 2 beers in honor of my birthday. some dude in the army started running his mouth. no idea why? he sucks. "uncle" shawn told us no baby making, so we did several cheers to that. we did a red headed slut shot...also in my honor. haha, that was great. the midnight shot was chocolate cake. weird shot. we closed the bar & left the bar singing thrash unreal with all the windows in mel's jeep. came back to my house with josh to smoke some hooka. passed out after that.
the next morning i was up at 830 (running on about 4 hours of sleep). hai's school was doing a breakfast with santa & book fair. dealing with crazy kids while still somewhat drunk & exhausted is no fun. jason & hai made ornaments & got new books. when that was all over we took jason back to jay's house. then we went to see twilight. i was disappointed, but i knew i was going to be. i am a huge fan of the books, so i still had to see it. ryan was whispering the lines in my ear & had me cracking up. i'm sure we annoyed a few ppl. after the movie we went on a horse ride. haha. that was entertaining. we took hai back home & headed down to everett. did not get my tattoo. let's just say he sucks at life. we decided to pop in on miza & surprise her. hung out at her place for awhile. i think we may have scared her friends. we were out of control & laughing wayyy too much. lol. we are entertaining girls. after visiting miza we headed over to cheryl's where everyone was meeting up to go to bisuteki. got to bisuteki just after 7 & sat at the bar til our table was ready. we had a frigging blast there. our cook was a riot. he was cracking dirty jokes left & right. we were the highlight of that restaurants night. we were putting on shows singing & clapping for every little reason. we had to switch tables because the grill broke. the table next to us was getting a kick out of us. they started singing with us at one point. one of the ladies actually pushed her chair over to us cuz she thought we were hilarious. lol. even their cook kept talking to us instead of his table. i had our cook dancing when me & kassi started singing whatever you like. jenn brought a cake for me & had everyone sing happy birthday to me. i was embarrassed. haha. carrie was like you can sit here & sing to the whole restaurant, but you get embarrassed when we put you on the spot? i was like dude, idk. two other ppl also had happy birthday sung to them. i was the only one who had the WHOLE restaurant sing to them :) it was fabulous. kassi was getting checked out by an 80 year old man when she was shaking her boobs. hahahaha. she almost died when she saw him. the look on his face was priceless. the lady who pushed her chair to us was actually asking us what we were doing after dinner...she wanted to go out drinking with us! poor jenn, i think we embarrassed her at her work place. lol. at one point screamed fuck you to a guy she works with & the whole place heard her. i was like SHE WORKS HERE! her face turned so red. we put on a show & caused a scene...what we do best. it was sooo much fun & the food was amazing. after that we all headed over to cheryl's for more drinks. miza & karlie came over to party with us. it was a longgg veryyy fun night. we left cheryl's around 5 in the morning. i woke up today with absolutely no voice. i am so tired, but it was all very much worth it. this birthday was def want i was hoping for. you guys all rock!! i love you!!
jenn, i LOVE the wine glasses you got me :) i can not wait to use them! you are amazing & i love you!!
now i must get through a whole week of nothing but work, work, & more work.
next up, christmas!!
recap of my birthday weekend...friday night i got out of work at 10. went to the fireside with mel. we had a BLAST. it was so packed & made some new friends (very skeptical at first due to our incident at the gateway). mel bought one round & then the rest of the drinks were on our "uncle" shawns tab. haha. we met him at the bar when we bought our first round. after that all the drinks were either giving to me for free cause i had to share with the whole bar that it was my birthday or thrown on shawns tab. haha. i had so many random ppl coming up to me wishing me a happy birthday. i met this kid, andy, and he bought me a drink. the bartender, mikey, gave me 2 beers in honor of my birthday. some dude in the army started running his mouth. no idea why? he sucks. "uncle" shawn told us no baby making, so we did several cheers to that. we did a red headed slut shot...also in my honor. haha, that was great. the midnight shot was chocolate cake. weird shot. we closed the bar & left the bar singing thrash unreal with all the windows in mel's jeep. came back to my house with josh to smoke some hooka. passed out after that.
the next morning i was up at 830 (running on about 4 hours of sleep). hai's school was doing a breakfast with santa & book fair. dealing with crazy kids while still somewhat drunk & exhausted is no fun. jason & hai made ornaments & got new books. when that was all over we took jason back to jay's house. then we went to see twilight. i was disappointed, but i knew i was going to be. i am a huge fan of the books, so i still had to see it. ryan was whispering the lines in my ear & had me cracking up. i'm sure we annoyed a few ppl. after the movie we went on a horse ride. haha. that was entertaining. we took hai back home & headed down to everett. did not get my tattoo. let's just say he sucks at life. we decided to pop in on miza & surprise her. hung out at her place for awhile. i think we may have scared her friends. we were out of control & laughing wayyy too much. lol. we are entertaining girls. after visiting miza we headed over to cheryl's where everyone was meeting up to go to bisuteki. got to bisuteki just after 7 & sat at the bar til our table was ready. we had a frigging blast there. our cook was a riot. he was cracking dirty jokes left & right. we were the highlight of that restaurants night. we were putting on shows singing & clapping for every little reason. we had to switch tables because the grill broke. the table next to us was getting a kick out of us. they started singing with us at one point. one of the ladies actually pushed her chair over to us cuz she thought we were hilarious. lol. even their cook kept talking to us instead of his table. i had our cook dancing when me & kassi started singing whatever you like. jenn brought a cake for me & had everyone sing happy birthday to me. i was embarrassed. haha. carrie was like you can sit here & sing to the whole restaurant, but you get embarrassed when we put you on the spot? i was like dude, idk. two other ppl also had happy birthday sung to them. i was the only one who had the WHOLE restaurant sing to them :) it was fabulous. kassi was getting checked out by an 80 year old man when she was shaking her boobs. hahahaha. she almost died when she saw him. the look on his face was priceless. the lady who pushed her chair to us was actually asking us what we were doing after dinner...she wanted to go out drinking with us! poor jenn, i think we embarrassed her at her work place. lol. at one point screamed fuck you to a guy she works with & the whole place heard her. i was like SHE WORKS HERE! her face turned so red. we put on a show & caused a scene...what we do best. it was sooo much fun & the food was amazing. after that we all headed over to cheryl's for more drinks. miza & karlie came over to party with us. it was a longgg veryyy fun night. we left cheryl's around 5 in the morning. i woke up today with absolutely no voice. i am so tired, but it was all very much worth it. this birthday was def want i was hoping for. you guys all rock!! i love you!!
jenn, i LOVE the wine glasses you got me :) i can not wait to use them! you are amazing & i love you!!
now i must get through a whole week of nothing but work, work, & more work.
next up, christmas!!
Thursday, December 4, 2008
should've known better, i should have known, should have known...
you know what i hate? when ppl preach about how they love honesty & respect the truth. then they lie. wtf is that? i mean we all lie in one way or another. don't preach about how honest you are when you in fact lie. man. pisses me off. this has to do with my last post. in seems as tho he did choose his friendship with the ex. now i wasn't told this by him. i just know because, well, i'm not an idiot. she left him a comment saying ps thank you :]. then he talks to me about being friends & yadda yadda yadda. fine, cool with me. no big deal. i left a comment saying lol. hahaha, i'm a bitch. then she leaves (this is so high school, i know) a comment with a graphic saying "those comments suck" with an arrow pointing down to mine & above. i deleted my comment, so now it's actually pointing to her comments. anyway, if he wants her friendship over our relationship then be a fucking man & say that. don't be a coward & cry to me (literally) about how you can't see your daughter, need a job, & want to hold off on going back to school because you wanna work first. just say I WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH HER. i think a relationship is the last thing he needs anyway. i honestly don't need all that baggage he has. i have enough of my own to leave at a guys doorstep. i so did not want to make this post about a guy. look i did. just angers me is all. dirt off your shoulder.
other than that...work is killing me. we started staying open til 10 right after halloween. everyone is already wiped out from the holiday shoppers. we were wiped out before thanksgiving!! it's wearing me out. it also doesn't help that they only schedule 3 ppl, yes 3, to close at night. we are a big store...one of the biggest in the area. we certainly need more than 3 ppl a night to close. sucks even more when the 1 person on register is in training. do they think when they make the schedule? this shit has been going on for weeks. its always me & the manager working the floor & being back up on register. customers at our store suck beyond belief. oh, i just dropped something...let me leave it there even tho i am watching this poor girl run around like a maniac cleaning the floor. FUCK YOU. the toy department (one of my main departments) is always destroyed. why? because mother of the year decides to let her children play with everything while she ignores them & shops on the other side of the store. ugh. disgusts me. i am so tired of having to repeat myself over the intercom..."attention dollar tree shoppers, there are several children running around the toy department UNSUPERVISED. we ask you to PLEASE keep your children with you at ALL times. we are NOT responsible for them and you WILL be asked to pay for any damages!" i do love making the announcement tho. haha, just so i can be a bitch. everyone gets a kick out of it. i can't wait til we go back to reg closing time. i am on the schedule mon-fri next week. this should be a interesting week. can't wait!
this is all for tonight fellow bloggers. one more day til i am 24! i have a date with mel tomorrow night at the fireside. fireside is a birthday tradition for me. haha. gee usually goes, but he has to work :( i miss my brother.
other than that...work is killing me. we started staying open til 10 right after halloween. everyone is already wiped out from the holiday shoppers. we were wiped out before thanksgiving!! it's wearing me out. it also doesn't help that they only schedule 3 ppl, yes 3, to close at night. we are a big store...one of the biggest in the area. we certainly need more than 3 ppl a night to close. sucks even more when the 1 person on register is in training. do they think when they make the schedule? this shit has been going on for weeks. its always me & the manager working the floor & being back up on register. customers at our store suck beyond belief. oh, i just dropped something...let me leave it there even tho i am watching this poor girl run around like a maniac cleaning the floor. FUCK YOU. the toy department (one of my main departments) is always destroyed. why? because mother of the year decides to let her children play with everything while she ignores them & shops on the other side of the store. ugh. disgusts me. i am so tired of having to repeat myself over the intercom..."attention dollar tree shoppers, there are several children running around the toy department UNSUPERVISED. we ask you to PLEASE keep your children with you at ALL times. we are NOT responsible for them and you WILL be asked to pay for any damages!" i do love making the announcement tho. haha, just so i can be a bitch. everyone gets a kick out of it. i can't wait til we go back to reg closing time. i am on the schedule mon-fri next week. this should be a interesting week. can't wait!
this is all for tonight fellow bloggers. one more day til i am 24! i have a date with mel tomorrow night at the fireside. fireside is a birthday tradition for me. haha. gee usually goes, but he has to work :( i miss my brother.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
lucky i'm clever if i didn't know better...
that boy finally called. i answered. honestly didn't mean to. lol. i was opening a text from mel & he called at the same time. i accepted the call, so said hello. haha. we talked & talked. decision...we are friends. i think that's for the best. he has too much shit going on. as for me, i honestly can't do relationships right now. i like the comfort of having someone to kiss & hug. all the other stuff that comes with relationships...not for me. well, right now it's not for me. i need to foucs on jason & myself...and court. lol. it's all good. i am still happy having him back in my life after 10 years. he will still have a piece of my heart...always has. bonus, i still get my tattoos for my bday. bahahaha. i am off to watch some 90210 & snuggle my blanket.
First post
miss jennie suggested i started a blog. i always have so much to say, so i thought this would be the best way. thanks for the idea :). where to begin?
well, i was suppose to be going to LA with mel. you see, i was beat up by a guy i knew for only 4 hours. when mel saw my face she confronted the kids brother. he would not answer her...he instead started calling the brother. she grabbed his phone & smashed it. he decides to sue her over the broken phone. few days later she gets 2 letters in the mail. they were from 2 court shows that want us to appear on the show. we agree to go on judge joe brown. they pay for missing work, babysitter for me, the hotel, plane tickets, & food. we get all amped up & start planning. i get the days off with no problem. now a few weeks go by...they decide to have a meeting a week before we are to appear on the show. they call mel & tell her that i can't be on the show b/c of the criminal case i am involved in. the other kid can't have any witnesses either. A WEEK BEFORE?! WTF?! they couldn't figure this out from the beginning? they KNEW about the criminal case!! they saw the pics!! now mel can still go, but she will be going alone!! her dad said he would pay for half of my round trip. my mom can throw in 100 bucks. just need 150 more. i told work today & now they are saying the schedule is done for next week & since i told them last night that i wasn't going...they put me on to work. i am beyond pissed. i was sooo looking forward to this. they can't really talk about that night or show the pics. down with judge joe brown. mel is only still going b/c she knows she is not going to win & does not have the $300 to pay for the phone. understandable. just pisses me off that they will actually have her go to LA alone! do they know how serious this case is? fuck that shit. i was really looking forward to getting paid for missing work. haha. it was going to help me with christmas shopping!
on top of all this i got this boyf who doesn't call me for almost 2 days. i called him today saying i am not going to keep trying to call you. if you want to talk to me you can call me. i give up. he texts me back with how overwhelmed he is, stressed, & lost in his thoughts. well, this is why i knew seeing your ex would not help. she doesn't like me b/c he was talking to me right before they started going out. she has moved on & has a new boyf who she is "so in love with". why can't he be happy as well? why tell him if he is talking to me you two can't be friends? you don't have to like me. i honestly don't give a fuck. don't give him ultimatums. fuck that shit as well. i give up. i know you better than you think i do, boy. all i have to say. i honestly don't even wanna answer the call when he does decide he can talk. argh. why do i bother?!
well, this did feel good. thank you miss jennie!!
well, i was suppose to be going to LA with mel. you see, i was beat up by a guy i knew for only 4 hours. when mel saw my face she confronted the kids brother. he would not answer her...he instead started calling the brother. she grabbed his phone & smashed it. he decides to sue her over the broken phone. few days later she gets 2 letters in the mail. they were from 2 court shows that want us to appear on the show. we agree to go on judge joe brown. they pay for missing work, babysitter for me, the hotel, plane tickets, & food. we get all amped up & start planning. i get the days off with no problem. now a few weeks go by...they decide to have a meeting a week before we are to appear on the show. they call mel & tell her that i can't be on the show b/c of the criminal case i am involved in. the other kid can't have any witnesses either. A WEEK BEFORE?! WTF?! they couldn't figure this out from the beginning? they KNEW about the criminal case!! they saw the pics!! now mel can still go, but she will be going alone!! her dad said he would pay for half of my round trip. my mom can throw in 100 bucks. just need 150 more. i told work today & now they are saying the schedule is done for next week & since i told them last night that i wasn't going...they put me on to work. i am beyond pissed. i was sooo looking forward to this. they can't really talk about that night or show the pics. down with judge joe brown. mel is only still going b/c she knows she is not going to win & does not have the $300 to pay for the phone. understandable. just pisses me off that they will actually have her go to LA alone! do they know how serious this case is? fuck that shit. i was really looking forward to getting paid for missing work. haha. it was going to help me with christmas shopping!
on top of all this i got this boyf who doesn't call me for almost 2 days. i called him today saying i am not going to keep trying to call you. if you want to talk to me you can call me. i give up. he texts me back with how overwhelmed he is, stressed, & lost in his thoughts. well, this is why i knew seeing your ex would not help. she doesn't like me b/c he was talking to me right before they started going out. she has moved on & has a new boyf who she is "so in love with". why can't he be happy as well? why tell him if he is talking to me you two can't be friends? you don't have to like me. i honestly don't give a fuck. don't give him ultimatums. fuck that shit as well. i give up. i know you better than you think i do, boy. all i have to say. i honestly don't even wanna answer the call when he does decide he can talk. argh. why do i bother?!
well, this did feel good. thank you miss jennie!!
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