you say i'm crazy, i got your crazy...

i need more work hours. ugh. payroll has sucked at work, so hours are limited. it's starting to get on my nerves.

i am exicted for jason's kung fu panda bowling party!! he will love it. he is so obsessed with kung fu panda...it's a little scary. haha. his teacher told me he talks about kung fu panda all the time during circle time. i was like oh, i can only imagine. he walks around "kung fuing" everything. kid is crazy. haha, wonder where he gets that from?

i am working all weekend...my weekend to myself. when i agreed to working every other sat i told them i at least wanted the fri off. it's my weekend to myself, i have the right to do my thing. lol. i haven't had a fri off in over 2 months. haha, here i am complaining about not enough hours only to complain about working every fri. you get me, right? oh well. if all goes as planned i will get some enjoyment out of it. at least the superbowl is on sun. we are having a few ppl over.

i'm feeling much better about things. getting over the shit i had to deal with. my body is back to normal...hooray!! a new/old friend is also making me feel better about things. thank you ;)

that's all for now. enjoy your weekends!!

who's gonna catch me when i fall?

it's been forever since i've posted! this will be short & sweet. i will have a better post on thurs.

this year has been rough for me already. surprise, surprise. luckily have some kick ass friends in my life...mel & jen :). they always can make me smile & remimd me of the finer things in life. i had to make a touch decision recently. while i do know in the end i know i made the right choice, it still hurts. not something i ever wanted to go through, but it is what it is. i worry about how i can walk away from things & not look back & have no regrets. should i regret? i don't think i should, but sometimes i feel like some things should be regretted. i don't know. i go through so many ups & even more downs. i always come out swinging, but how much more can i possibly take? when will i crash & burn? i am just a girl. i feel pain, but i smile. i hurt, but i smile. i ache, but smile. i guess everything does happen for a reason. makes you a stronger person & all that jazz. *shrugs*

ran into an old friend of gee's the other day, johnny. he's a friend of mine as well. he's always been sort of like a brother to me. we hung just about all weekend. good times were had.

i rambled. sorry. haha. more on thurs!!