Monday, January 26, 2009

who's gonna catch me when i fall?

it's been forever since i've posted! this will be short & sweet. i will have a better post on thurs.

this year has been rough for me already. surprise, surprise. luckily have some kick ass friends in my life...mel & jen :). they always can make me smile & remimd me of the finer things in life. i had to make a touch decision recently. while i do know in the end i know i made the right choice, it still hurts. not something i ever wanted to go through, but it is what it is. i worry about how i can walk away from things & not look back & have no regrets. should i regret? i don't think i should, but sometimes i feel like some things should be regretted. i don't know. i go through so many ups & even more downs. i always come out swinging, but how much more can i possibly take? when will i crash & burn? i am just a girl. i feel pain, but i smile. i hurt, but i smile. i ache, but smile. i guess everything does happen for a reason. makes you a stronger person & all that jazz. *shrugs*

ran into an old friend of gee's the other day, johnny. he's a friend of mine as well. he's always been sort of like a brother to me. we hung just about all weekend. good times were had.

i rambled. sorry. haha. more on thurs!!

2 comments:

Jennie La* said...

so glad you're back!
we never know if the choices we make are the right ones, but we choose them, live with that decision & entrust we know what's best for ourselves & make sure to surround ourselves with people who support our every decision. XO
that's me for you! = )

Kaiti said...

thank you :) you def have been there for me!! *hugs*